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[28 Nov 2009|04:57pm] |
Black Friday: I survived despite the fact that people wanted to tear my throat out over a 29.95 cheapo piece of Wal-mart MP3-player shit. It was incredibly enlightening as to how greedy people acted. It may not of been that way at other stores, but remember who Walmart caters to. Luckily I had a half-dull exacto knife with which to defend my life.
You know 29.95 MP3 players = SERIOUS FUCKING BUSINESS.
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[28 Nov 2009|08:19am] |
I AM GOING TO MAKE KLAUS HEINZ VAN DEM EBERBACH SIM TODAY WHEN I GET UP.
I also convinced Jess that she needs to read Eroica for it's pure awesomeness, so I gave her links and if she needs to physically borrow the manga she can.
But he's going to have tons of international adventures involving espionage and tons of guns. <3<3<3<3<3 I am actually quite excited to make him as a sim. There'll be countless opportunities for adventure and let's face it, all of my sims downloads have actually BEEN with making him in mind.
I promise there will be posts of this epic-ness.
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The more I watch the Hetalia anime, the more I really really like Japan. He's so adorable.
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[24 Nov 2009|10:48am] |
[mood|  HUNGRY!!!!!!!! ]
[music| B.E.G - Sign
I saw NEW MOON on saturday!!!!!!!
The movie was frikk'n AWESOME! I loved it from the first second to the very last!!! I still love the first movie, I just think this one is a tad bit better. I so want to see it agian!!!
My sister's fiancé Ben Lopez was laid to rest yesterday. I went to the viewing on Sunday, but I didn't go to the funeral. Dina is doing fine. She's very strong.
His memorial stuff is here: http://www.mem.com/ContentDisplay.aspx?ID=17832637
He was a great guy. I only met him a few times and he was always so nice. RIP Ben Lopez.
The KDRAMA You're Beautiful is wrapping up this week with one episode tomorrow and the other on thursday. *siiigh* ;) TOTALLY looking forward to THANKSGIVING! ♥
Youtube vid post! ♥
Ironic... isn't it, Nana-chan? xD
Well deserved! WAY TO GO 2PM!!!
LUV THE NICKHUN! ♥
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A.O.I ( aka Hachi )
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[24 Nov 2009|09:00am] |
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Well everyone, just a random note: When you're going down winding mountain roads and top speed and "Heaven's Bell" by Laruku comes on, it's probably not adviseable to pretend you're a gundam pilot. (but it sure was fun)
On an added note, I really like the concept of Vocaloid. I think I'm starting a steady collection of Miku pictures. It's a shame that Vocaloid doesn't have an anime, but I have a problem with concepts that have no anime beside it, because it's hard to get that little thread or tendril (but oh the pictures I've nabbed for future RP characters.. trufax)
Also, I'm thinking of doing an impromtu FST. So anyways Friend's List... I'm leaving this suggestion box here. So post any fandoms, characters or pairings that you'd like to see me do an FST of. And I'll pick the concept that really comes out to me.
Also, icon of Kobato. First ever icon I made on my new touch screen computer. It's really sexy.
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| [ 2982 ] Yuugiou |
[23 Nov 2009|04:00am] |
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Title: No Escape
Challenge/Prompt: #29 Midnight
Original Fiction or Fanfiction [Name of fandom]: Yu-Gi-Oh!
Characters/Pairings: Anzu/Atemu
Rating: G
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh! or it's sandbox. I am just here to play with the toys and create my own alternate reality. :D
Summary: As midnight drew closer, Anzu tries to escape Atemu's possessiveness.
Author's Notes: I have no idea exactly where my muse came up with this one. I can only fathom she wanted something somewhat dark.
( No Escape )
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[22 Nov 2009|07:02am] |
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Quick note that I've just suddenly thought about due to watching Youtube videos of all things...
The internet and computers, in all of their wondrous glory, make life difficult for people like myself. I am the type of person who requires inordinate amounts of physical contact on a rather frequent basis, but for reasons based entirely on the shoulders of technology, the closest of my compatriots (AKA friends) are currently locates several thousand miles away if not on other continents entirely. This leads me to, from time to time, feel rather lonely in the world due to the fact that I often measure my "incoming love" by how often someone has hugged me. This is not to say that I don't love and feel the love offered by those such as my dear Beks and Suzzie (who have never had the chance to hug me) just that I need to use a different definition of love to translate the only method they have of loving me into something which "computes" for lack of a better word.
I'm not sure if any of this is making sense, but at least I know what I'm talking about...I hope...
ja ne
P.S. In case you're worried that I'm depressed right now and that's why I'm typing this, I'm not...just overly thoughtful and in the middle of a Youtube binge
P.P.S For some reason that I believe to be at least partially related to this topic, I now have the song "Never gonna give you up" stuck in my head...
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[20 Nov 2009|06:00am] |
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It is past 6am and, for some ungodly reason, I am still awake and, for reasons even further beyond my comprehension, I am on my journal...I make no sense...
Anyway, I think I'm going to take the time tonight to say a few things I've been thinking about and maybe just talk about my life at the moment.
First, I would just like to mention that med school takes a lot of time. I know that you all get this already, I haven't been on here in ages and that most likely makes that fact rather obvious, but I don't think that people can fully appreciate how little time you actually have. I used to always think that people who were in med school and were complaining about how little time they had were just overly zealous about their schoolwork or were paranoid about making it through and that it couldn't actually be that hard for someone who was both intelligent and rather laid back about how they lived...but I was very, VERY wrong. I this last week (during which I have been on break) I have discovered something rather disturbing. I haven't had the time to FEEL in the last three months.
I'm sitting here in my living room watching NCIS and Bones and I have suddenly realized that I haven't felt truly sad or truly happy or anything since about week four of school. It's rather pathetic when I look back on it, but I've been so busy reading books and thinking about bones and muscles that I haven't actually had time to stop and think about things that make normal people feel. I don't think it's a position that most people can fully understand without being there, but I trust that most of you will have some sort of empathy in this regard.
So...moving on to other topics...
I really need to get back into the habit of writing on here more often, or at least more often when I'm on break and have the time. I also need to get back into writing. I have so many pages of random scribbled ideas and plot lines everywhere but I keep refusing to work on them unless I have the time to make decent progress which I haven't had in ages...not since I was back in my undergrad I would say. I hate lacking in time. I wish I had five lifetimes to do what I want to do, not have to worry about money or pain or loss just so that I can do what I want to do...sometimes living in the real world is a real pain in the ass. Scattered around my apartment and my computer are dozens of scribbled notes to myself, only some of which are legible and only some of those make even the slightest bit of sense. Inspirational thoughts that came to me while I was studying and now I can't even be certain where I was going with some of them. Hopefully I can use them to even some portion of the potential that I'm sure they could have had if I had written them when I first thought them.
Looking back on that paragraph I'm not sure how much sense it made, but I'm either too lazy to change it or just prefer to free-write tonight...I'm not sure which.
I just found a card that says "I rarely receive thanks for the things that I do, but that is okay in the end. What bothers me is when my oppinion is shot down with no reason or, even worse, when my personal feelings are somehow an insult even though all I've done is told you how you have hurt me."
I'm assuming this was something I planned on writing about in here several weeks ago but I can't entirely remember what prompted it.
Wow...after 6:30 and I'm still up...I should go and at least do something productive if I'm going to stay up past dawn...
Trolls in the dungeon...thought you'd like to know...
ja ne
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| I'll never fall in love agian, I'll never smile agian, I'll never never agian |
[19 Nov 2009|08:13pm] |
[mood|  sore ]
[music| Big Bang - Hallelujah
NEW MOON is in theaters TOMORROW! *CHA*!
Headaches suck... but hey cuts of TOP in IRIS is awesome!!! SO here are some cuts I found! ENJOY! ♥
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A.O.I LUVS T.O.P
good night ♥!!!
A.O.I ( aka Hachi )
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[19 Nov 2009|11:11am] |
Dear You,
I am so fucking glad you went to rehab, because you were seriously fucking up my best friend's life. You say she's your best friend, but how the fuck can you mean that when you kept on giving her the one thing she's trying to quit? That's not a friend. You just didn't want to be fucked up alone, you selfish bastard. I don't appreciate you fucking everything up while I'm three hours away at school and can't do anything to stop it. I know you probably won't stay clean when you get out, but I'll hopefully be home by then and be able to stop you from killing one of the few people that really mean something to me. Go fuck yourself, asshole.
Just because you're past the point of no return and can't handle your life like a normal human being doesn't mean you get to drag other people down with you. If you get out and keep doing the same shit you were doing before, I won't sit back and keep my mouth shut anymore. You don't know what it's like to constantly worry that your best friend is either going to end up dead or in jail because some dickless piece of shit doesn't want to go down alone.
FUCK YOU.
Much love,
One of the few people that used to have faith in you.
Too bad you fucked that up, too.
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[18 Nov 2009|07:18am] |
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[music| TaeYeon ( frm SNSD ) - Can You Hear Me
3 more days until NEW MOON is in theaters! *CHA*!
Another youtube vid post. I never get tired of these! xD
AWWWWWW! I love him so much!!! xDDDD
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL! ♥
I wish this was in better quality! DDDDD''''x ♥
CUSTEST MCs EVER!
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This was pretty neat! xD
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Have a great day! ♥
A.O.I ( aka Hachi )
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Username: Utena
Current Creature Count: 225
Post Count: 1125
Gold Count: 108,750
Notes: Some unnamed creatures can be bought. If you are interested, please seek me out with a PM.
( Magistream Creatures (Part 1) )
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[15 Nov 2009|08:41pm] |
[mood| cold ]
[music| A.N.JELL - I Promise
5 more days until NEW MOON is in theaters! *CHA*!
A lot has happened within the last couple of days. My half-sister's boyfriend /husband/partner died of a massive stroke while he was in the shower on Thursday morning. She's devastated. And my heart goes out to her and her sons ( 3 of them were from someone else. ) at this time. There was a Berdoo Shifters So Cal meeting and my aunt and uncle stayed over the weekend for Harvest Fair. It was so much fun. ♥ I saw my half-sister yesterday. She's doing fine but she cries a lot. I don't blame her. She was with a guy who was like a prince to her and he was taken away from her. Their son is 7 and seems to be doing well too. No one says when he is to be buried but I'm thinking it might be next week instead of this week. I'm mad at my other sister for not letting us know that she was hurt at work. She goes back tomorrow which means she's fine, but it's the thought that counts. I worry about that girl.
For Nana; happy LOLing!!!
L0L! ♥ ♥ ♥
OMG! <3 JUNSU!
goodnight. ♥
A.O.I ( aka Hachi )
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| [ 2971 ] Avatar: The Last Airbender |
[15 Nov 2009|06:00am] |
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Title: A Dangerous Game
Challenge/Prompt: #28 Wrath
Original Fiction or Fanfiction [Name of fandom]: Avatar: The Last Airbender
Characters/Pairings: Suki, Zhao
Rating: G
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: I don't own Avatar: The Last Airbender or it's sandbox. I am just here to play with the toys and create my own alternate reality. :D
Summary: Suki learns from Zhao that the game they have been playing can have dangerous consequences once Zuko learns the truth.
Author's Notes: My muse wrote this on her own. No idea where she got this little drabble from. I can only surmise from a much older story that had played in my head so long ago.
( A Dangerous Game )
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